2023.08.10 -- Signature at Wimbledon
One most important thing I learned from playing at the Signature at Wimbledon Care Home is that no matter what kind of piano is in front of you, the music stays the same.
Never underestimate a performance because of the low quality of the instrument or the short width of the stage; Never belittle a performance with even just one listener in the audience.
We respect every performance and every audience equally.
As we do music.
This is the foundation of being a pianist.
Anyway, about today's performance, long story short, I didn't make mistakes at the fragile places I mentioned about in my practice diary a few days ago! Yayyyy!
But.
I messed up a section that had never went wrong before.
Help.
What should I say.
🤬🤬🤬
I nearly bursted out the F word when I mess that passage up but I did control myself very well.
After all it would be highly improper to speak that F work out loud in front of a donzen of elders.
But I am raging inwardly.
Probably sometimes not doing good is actually not a so bad thing.
It compelled you to think.
Constantly.
And I've been thinking all my way back home.
And you know what, I think I found my learning weak point.
I think I found what has caused this problem with me.
I will keep it as a secret now.
Let me try out and see what happen next time.
Anyway, tomorrow I am giving myself a day off.
A day trip outside London.
Finally!!!
Too excited to sleep but feeling very sleepy.
Truly.
My very existence is a struggle.
Good night.
XinRu in London
Who takes out her chess board and tries out the queen's gambit
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